1. Future

    Sometimes you really have worries, Like I worry that I’m going to be here at this juncture in my life forever. I really want to be out there, doing the things I love and working in the area I love.

    I have to stop, just for a moment and remind myself that the only person who can pull me out of this is me, myself and I. 

    I look around me and I see I don’t have it that bad. Yes I’ve been hurt in the past. Yes I’ve hurt people in the past. I have my friends, some very close to me, others who are still close even though I might not see them everyday.

    I know that I have at least one friend in every part of Ireland who would let me sleep on their couch. I have friends in London, New York, Australia, Canada, Germany and France who would put me up. I have a very close (if not completely dysfunctional) family.

    If even one person reads this and thinks - “Yeah, actually, life isn’t that bad” I’d be so so happy.

    Right now, I may not have alot of money, I may not drive an amazing car or live in a huge house but I have plenty to be thankful for.

    The future looks pretty bright at the moment.

    B xx

    1 year ago  /  Notes